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k0009
14 February 2008 @ 09:07 am
So I'm new. 
I'm 24 and I'm probably the largest girl in this group.  5`2, and somewhere between 180-190, depending on how broken my scale is.
Didnt always used to be this way.  Was rail thin my whole life.  Did three sports at a time, two of them being running sports.  Started gaining a little weight in HS, like alot of girls do.  Then, started going to community college where sports arent as cool, but was still eating like an athlete, so I blew up.  I dont look my weight, thank GOD.  Most people are shocked to find out I weigh over 140-145, which is what most people guess.  Im shocked they guess so low.
My goal body is Kelly Clarkson-ish.  I know shes probably not thin enough for alot of you, and that my weight probably makes you sick.  I do want to let you know that even fat girls can get boyfriends.  Ive been dating my guy for almost 2 years, and we're getting married.  We're going to FL in 2 weeks, so thats what spawned my fasting/restriction.
I dont know how much I want to lose before FL, I just want to notice a difference, and then continue when I get back.
Yesterday I had 3 cups of tea with honey and cayenne pepper (I heard it was a detoxing tea), water all day with diluted powdered ice tea mix and powdered energy drink, two sticks of string cheese, two hard boiled egg whites, baby carrots, a few small handfuls of trail mix, beef boullion cube soup (only 5 cal!  I learned that little tip from lurking here the past 2 days), and then snuck a big bite of pad thai, but i chewed it all up and spit half out, so I only consumed the equivilent of a regular bite.  All this food was stretched out throught the day.  There may have been something else, but it was all small healthy snack-y stuff, I just cant remember if there was or not.
I dont think Ill be able to completely fast for a few days, just because I think I should start out slow with restriction to shrink my stomach so I wont feel as hungry as often.  My bigggggest problem is eating when bored.
I also dont think I could completely fast for more than a day because Im hypoglycemic.
Does anyone else have problems with diabetes/hyper/hypoglycemia/thyroid/etc?  How do you handle it?
Today so far Ive had beef boullion soup, half a slice of peanut butter toast, my detox tea, a cup of coffee, and a glass of water.

H:  5`2
CW:  180-190 (unsure)
GW:  130-150
Ultimate GW:  125-130
L(adult)W:  117
HW:  Now...
 
 
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